Destination Hawaii. Operation Save B.

My feet were practically jumping as the plane started up and we all started taking off. It had been almost two grueling lonely weeks without her and now we were so close I could practically smell her in my mind. I was quiet, sitting on the other side of the plane by myself, my fingers clasped over my knees. I wanted it to be ten hours from now. I wanted to run out of the plane and run straight to Bianca and drag her home and make love to her all over the damn place and tell her she was an idiot for trusting Jules. But most importantly I wanted to love her, as much as I should've before her accident.

I stared forward, trying not to focus on Jeff and Abigail together on the other couch. I could see her finger. Hell a fucking blind man would be able to see that bling on her damn finger! But I tried really hard not to let it hurt me. We were ALL moving on. Or at least trying too... and focusing on the negative and what if's wasn't going to change anything. "Want some?" Abby asked, holding out a bag of goodies. "No thanks. Too jumpy." I admitted, rubbing my legs and looking down at my feet so I didn't look at Jeff like I so badly wanted too.

The babies were crazy inside of me. They were jumping all over each other. I was sure it's because they didn't understand what in the hell was going on. Which made trying to eat the snacks Jeff and I had picked up in the airport next to impossible to eat. Everytime I thought about eating the gummy worms or the chocolate or chips my stomach turned the wrong way and I felt sick. I glanced over at Dante, feeling terrible for him, my shoulders tense because I was fighting the urge to look at Jackson who was sitting next to Carly. I decided to stop fighting it and just do it. We'd be on this damn plane for ten hours. Might as well. I offered Carly some snacks and when she turned it down I held the bag out toward Jackson. "How about you?" I asked, leaning more into Jeff, only because I needed support. I felt like breaking down.

I shook my head. "No thanks." I turned to Carly. "I know you're anxious, but maybe you should try to rest." I rubbed her back softly. "I'm going to go talk to Dante. Just try to relax." I kissed the top of her head, not looking at Abigail before walking over to Dante. Sitting down beside him, I patted his hand over his knee. "I need to tell you something before you hear it from everyone else and before we got to Hawaii." I looked over at the others and back at Dante. "ZhiZhi called Carly. She told her she's getting married. To Jules."

I looked over at Carly and then back to Abigail, taking her hand in mine. This was the first time we'd all been around each other in a while. It was awkward, and we had 10 hours of this to look forward to. I kissed Abigail's hand and whispered softly. "Maybe we could try to take a nap, Caramella. It will be a very long flight."

He didn't even look at me. Not even a glance. I felt my eyes prick with tears and my chest physically ache. I felt like he grabbed inside my chest and ripped my heart out only to step on it and spit. I took a deep breath. "I don't want to rest... I just... I don't know what I want." I laid my head on Jeff's shoulder and closed my eyes to trap the tears. I was in more pain than I ever imagined I could be. I could handle the arguments. The fights. The anger. But him completely ignoring me, him acting like I was invisible and fawning over Carly I couldn't handle. My heart hurt.

"I'll go lay down in the bedroom." I told Jackson. "Thanks." I gave him a bright smile and watched him walk away. I stood and didn't say a word before going in the bedroom and shutting the door. I laid down on the bed and turned on my side, trying not to cry. Someday I'd stop loving him... someday.

My eyes opened wide, my head turning toward him. "What... you're kidding. Please, tell me your kidding." If he even had a tiny clue how this heartbreak felt... how this pain felt he'd tell me he was kidding.

I shook my head, looking down. "I wish I was, buddy. But we'll get there before the wedding. You can get her back from his crazy ass and we'll all come home." Looking back up at him, I placed my hand on his back. "Everything will be alright. You'll get your girl back sooner than you ever thought."

"Shh," I whispered, watching as Carly left the room, shutting the door after walking into a room in the back. Looking down at Abigail, I settled down more with her on the couch. "Just lay here in my arms then. We do not have to do a thing. Just lay here."

"Yeah if she ain't Mrs. Luis by that time." I sighed, burying my face in my hands. "This blows. People should just be with who they're meant for. All this bullshit in the middle is too much."

I nodded, keeping my eyes closed and not saying a word. Scared if I did I'd cry and he'd know something was wrong. The only thing right was B coming home.. the rest was just one big fat mess that I couldn't fix... he didn't love me.. he moved on... I wanted him too and he had. I clung harder to Jeff, trying to fight the urge to cry. I knew it was crazy to believe he didn't love me anymore.. but who knew... maybe he finally let go? And didn't.

I kissed Abigail's head, rubbing her arm softly. "Did Carly go to a bedroom? Would you like to go lay down with her?" I knew things weren't completely back to normal between the two of them, even if they were talking to each other again.

I looked over at Abigail in Jeff's arms. Truer words were never spoken. "I know what you mean, but you don't have to worry about ZhiZhi. She will not be married to that monster, and you two can live happily ever after. At least two out of six isn't bad."

"No.." I said, sitting up. "Restroom. Be back." I pushed myself up and left him there, going into the bathroom and shutting the door so I could cry in peace. I never cried this much. Especially not over something as silly as this... but hormones ran my life these days.

"Thanks.." I told him, leaning back and watching as Abby walked away and disappeared. "I should try and sleep... so I'm rested and well enough to fight for Bianca. I feel like I haven't slept in days." If I was honest I really hadn't.

I sighed after Abigail walked into the bathroom and turned back to Dante. "Get your rest, man. I'm going to go lay down with Carly." I smirked at him. "Unless you'd like to go lay down with her on the bed."

I watched as Abigail left the main area of the plane before looking over at Jackson and Dante. I would have gone over and talked to Dante myself, but I wanted to help Abigail relax, if I could. I knew she was anxious to see Bianca, and I understood that. Leaning my head back against the couch, I closed my eyes, trying to relax so I could be more relaxed for Abigail.

"Gross. She's practically my sister. No thanks!" I laughed slightly. "Go away." I waved my hand at him before curling up on the couch to nap but all I could think about was Bianca when I closed my eyes.

After washing my face and coming out of the washroom I practically ran right into Jackson. "Sorry." I mumbled not even looking at him before stepping around him and coming over to Jeff. I kissed his lips before laying my head on his shoulder and letting my hand rest over his heart. I wasn't crying over Jackson Frost ever again. He wasn't upset over it anymore so neither should I be. I yawned. "I love you, Jeff." I whispered so only he could hear.

I held Abigail closer to me, keeping her close. "Ti amo, Caramella." I loved her more than anything and there wasn't anything I wouldn't do for her. "Try to rest."

I couldn't help but star, if only a little as Abigail curled up into the Guido's arms again. My heart ached watching the two of them together, but she had chosen to marry the goomba. But I couldn't stand here looking like a dunce. Shaking my head, I headed into the bedroom, shutting the door behind myself. Carly was laying on the bed. I walked over, laying down on it behind her and wrapping my arm around her, letting it rest on her stomach. "I'm glad you're here, Little One," I whispered in her ear, kissing the back of her head.