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PostSubject: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 10:11 pm

Who made plans to get married when they were seven months pregnant.. I mean honestly? Who did that? Only my dumb ass.. so I looked like a damn tent in my dress and wanted to cry. Honestly, I sat here, alone, staring at myself in the mirror wondering why I was so damn stupid! I should've told Jeff that we needed to wait till the twins were born.. but nope. I was all down for it.. down for this. I huffed and plopped in the chair, still wearing the dress and ran a hand over my stomach. I thought about texting B and asking where she was... but I just didn't have it in me to try and grab my damn purse that was on the floor near the mirror.

"Miss, would you like a drink of water?" The saleslady asked with a bright smile. "No, I don't need any water.... thank you." I said, sniffling because I could feel the tears coming. It's all i did these days. Cry. Cry. Cry... non stop. Like I was one big blob of tears. The saleslady damn near ran away when my tears turned to hard hiccup cries. God, who decides to get married when they look like the good year blimp at the football games that Dante and Jackson played at!

The Dress Abby's Wearing

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 10:31 pm

Carly had told me where I could meet Abby. I had to see her. I missed her. I had to see her. When I walked into the bridal shop, the lady out front asked if she could help me. I told her I was the best man for Abigail's wedding. Yes, it was a lie, but I wasn't above lying these days, especially if I could see Abigail. They told me she was crying, and I sighed, telling them I could make her feel better. They let me into the back and shut the door behind me.

There she was, crying on the chair and I took a few quick strides toward her, crouching down beside her and wrapping my arms around her.

"Just let it out, baby. Let it out."
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 11:05 pm

At first, I was crying so hard that I didn't stop him. I just let him hold me while I cried. However, when my sobs subsided some, I pulled away and wiped at my face. "What in the hell are you doing here, Jackson?" I asked, breathing in deeply as I shoved myself to stand and walked to grab my real clothes. I hated this stupid wedding dress.

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 11:18 pm

"I came to help you. Can't I do that?" It wasn't a lie. I would be helping her find her way back to me in the long run. "Stop." I wrapped my arms around her from behind, inhaling her perfume and shampoo. "Come on, baby. Let's look at you. Let me see the dress."
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 11:37 pm

"Help me?" I said, my back to him. "How did you even know where I was?" When he wrapped his arms around me I fell into that familiar feeling. Those familiar arms. And I hated myself for it. Damn it you're marrying Jeff! I tugged away, my back hitting the mirror and looking at Jackson, my body facing him. "You really need to go. You know I'm marrying Jeff! We've discussed this!"

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 11:38 pm

"I know." I smiled, big and cheesy. "Jeff and I are buds again. He didn't tell you? Water under the bridge!" I didn't want to rat the Little One out, so I withheld the info on that question.
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Tue Aug 13, 2013 11:46 pm

I tried and failed at not smiling back at him, lifting the heavy skirt and walking into the dressing room, slamming the door in annoyance because God damn it he was getting to me! Even making me SMILE!

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:02 am

"Hey, why you walking away from me?" I came up to the door. "You don't need any help in there? I promise, no groping! I know Cavaracci wouldn't like me feeling up his bride to be."
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:19 am

I opened the door, eyeing him slightly. "Seriously.. who are you? And where is Jackson Frost?"

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:29 am

Holding my hands up in surrender. "What?" He nodded, letting his hands drop. "Alright, alright. You're right. It's not me, but I realized that life is too short to hold a grudge. Honest."
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:33 am

I just stared at him for a long while. "Fine, unzip me.." I said, turning around to test his whole 'don't hold a grudge.. I've changed theory'.

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:38 am

I swallowed hard, clenching my hands tightly to resist the urge to let my fingers do more than unzip her before releasing them and unzipping her dress like a good little boy. "There you go." I crossed my arms over my chest and took a respectful step back. Actually, it was only so I wouldn't touch her.
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:45 am

I turned, eyeing him as I held the dress up. "Thanks, Pod Jackson." I slid the dress down, closing the door and sliding my jeans in place and buttoning them before grabbing my shirt and sliding it on over my head. What was he up too?

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 12:46 am

I laughed. "I am NOT the pod people, baby!" I did my best to keep my eyes at eye level, not letting them drop down and see how gorgeous she was before she shut the door. "Early lunch, late breakfast? What do you say?"
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 1:03 am

I walked out, hanging the dress up, rubbing my back some as I turned back to him. "You spoke the magic word.. lunch." I laughed. "Sure, let's go."

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 1:07 am

I leaned down and picked up her purse, handing it to her as I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. "Come on. My treat! Anything you want, even if it's chocolate covered chocolates." He laughed. THat was one of the things he missed most about her, just EVERYTHING.
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 1:15 am

I bit my lip. "That does sound good." I felt a hard kick against my stomach. "Or not.. one of these babies just hates chocolate.. seriously." I laughed.

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Wed Aug 14, 2013 8:59 pm

"Can't blame her." Jackson smiled at her brightly, leading her out of the shop. "So, what would you like then, since the little baller doesn't want chocolate." Coincidence? I think not.
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 9:19 pm

"A salad.. to be honest. It sounds really good.." I shrugged, laughing.

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 9:35 pm

He looked down the street, seeing a tiny little diner. "Gina's sound good?"
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 10:09 pm

I nodded, smiling up at him. We walked over to Gina's, and I asked for a table because there was no way I'd fit in a booth! Once seated, I glanced around, trying to avoid eye contact with Jackson.

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 10:54 pm

I reached across the table, taking her hand. "What's wrong, baby? Do you really not want to spend any time with me?"
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 11:37 pm

"Jackson," I pulled my hand away from him. "I just don't get what you're doing.. what you're getting at.. you know I'm marrying Jeff... and now suddenly you wanna be his best friend.. and act like we're just friends.. when we've never been just friends.. and never will be."

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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Fri Aug 16, 2013 11:42 pm

"I have to have you in my life somehow, and if that makes me your friend, then that's what I've got to do." But she was right, we'll never be JUST friends. "Cavallari was one of my best friends once, and I'm going to make it so again."
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PostSubject: Re: God.. I must be stupid!   Sat Aug 17, 2013 12:25 am

I nodded slowly. "As long as you understand we are just friends. Well, and parents to Kyle. But.."

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