I've never kept anything from you

After I was finished cleaning up the kitchen, Dante and I left to go get our stuff from the car. Maybe in the daylight we'd be able to suss out our situation. On the way back toward the car, I looked over at my brother. "You're a pretty good mood this morning, considering."

"You too. Considering.. have a good dirty dream?" I laughed, shoving him some. "Come on old man you walk like a turtle!"

I shook my head, laughing with him. "Yeah, you could say something like that." I guess I was a little lost in my thoughts for Abigail, which would account for my slower pace.

"Ya nasty! Don't tell me you touched yourself two doors down from me! I might throw up!" I laughed. "Gross.. man... control yourself!"

I laughed my ass off. "Oh, come on, like you never did it when we were growing up! We're grown men, pussy!"

I busted out laughing. "You jerked the chicken thinking about your wife last night didn't you! Oh, God, Jackson we had guests!" I laughed harder, shaking my head. "Leave it to you not to care who's around to hear you making grunting noises like a pig!"

Well, we had tried to be quiet. But, honestly, I couldn't keep everything from my brother. "Truth be told, it wasn't Emily Grace I was thinking about." And divulging that didn't bother me in the slightest.

My eyes widen, stopping in my tracks to look at him. "Oh, care to share whom then?"

I should just come out with it and tell him. I mean, he was going to find out sooner or later, but Abby and I had decided to keep this between ourselves. Could I really keep it from my brother? "Have you ever thought about anyone other than Guin... I mean, since you two got together?"

Not since last night.. but I wasn't telling him that much. "Yeah. I have." I shrugged. "Why? Is who you thought about that bad?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "Come on. Let's go get our stuff and get back to the girls." I turned and continued down the trail to the road.

"Helllllll no!" I said, following after him. "You can't drop a bomb like that and not admit what it is!"

I looked over at him, shaking my head. "Trust me, it's best for everyone if I keep this little nut to myself." I continued walking, knowing I shouldn't have even opened my mouth.

"But you already opened your mouth THIS much, you can't just not tell me now.. that's like saying that stupid childish shit like haha I got a secret and you don't. It drives people crazy. Just spill I won't tell anyone."

I turned back to him, stopping dead in my tracks. "I've never kept anything from you our whole lives, have I?" I knew I could tell my brother. He wouldn't tell a living soul. He'd take it to his grave and beyond. "I wasn't exactly JUST thinking about somebody else, and it wasn't my hand doing the touching." Turning back down the path, I continued walking.

I was confused as hell. In fact, none of it was adding up. "What?" I asked. "Then who was?"

I looked back at my brother for a moment, still walking forward and looking back ahead of me. "Who do you think?"

I stopped dead in my tracks. I swear to God if it was Bianca.. I might beat him.. there was only two girls in the cabin last night.. and she had left angry.. no... she.. oh God, I'd kill him. "One of the girls?" I asked, my fists clenched at my sides.

I turned back to look at him, nodding my head. "I know it's wrong, but you know what," my nodding turned to shaking, "I really don't care. I've never felt like this for anyone... Not even Emily Grace, and it's not just about sex." I took a step closer to him, "Yes, I know she's still a minor, but the age of consent in Texas is seventeen." Don't ask how I knew that, I am just sure it was normal knowledge in my head.

"Jesus Christ Jackson!" I said, through clenched teeth. "I did the same damn thing last night! Both is wrong! I can't believe you.. I can't believe me.. we're idiots.." I walked past him, boiling in anger. I couldn't believe she slept with my brother. "She only slept with you to get back at me!"

My eyes widened and I was about ready to punch his lights out. "Excuse me!" I grabbed his shoulder, twisting him back to me. "You fucked my Abby!?!"

I turned, ready to hit him, hard, but stopped myself when I heard the name. "What... no... wait.. I'm confused.. you didn't sleep with Bianca?" I pushed his hand off my shoulder. "Because that is who I slept with.."

I swallowed the bile that was raising in my throat, choking through it. "Jesus Christ!" I leaned over, breathing deeply. Finally, my laughter roared within my chest, shaking my head over at my brother. "No, I didn't sleep with Bianca." I let a breath go heavily. "I slept with Abigail!" I couldn't begin to describe how relieved I felt that he hadn't slept with Abigail. I seriously might have pulled off his head, and that was saying something. There wasn't anyone I was closer to than my brother.

I laughed. "So we're both fucking perverted creeps!" I punched his arm playfully and started walking forward. The car was in site. Thankfully. "I can't believe we both slept with the sisters. Blame Pops and his perverted genes." I laughed. "I wasn't suppose to tell anyone.. so act like you know nothing.. I assume you weren't suppose to blab either? I'll return the favor.." I laughed. I couldn't believe this.

"Yeah," I told him, shaking my head. "Blame the old man for us being nasty pedophiles!" I took a deep breath of the crisp, forest air. "Yeah, Abigail and I decided not to tell anyone, but hell, if you're fucking Miss B, I guess we're in the same boat, right? You know I'd never breathe this to a single soul, right?"