Hey.. you have a right to know.. I guess.

I headed up the steps to Jackson's place for the first time in days, only because I had left and didn't come back, and now I was being forced too. We ran into each other at the hospital but I hadn't been to his house. But since I got the results after my visit with B I thought it was only fair I head over and read them with Jackson like I had planned. I lifted my hand, knocking lightly and waiting for him to answer.

I had just gotten home from Atlanta playing the Falcons yesterday. It was rough not having Dante there, but we managed to win, 31-27, anyway. I was going to shower and head down to the hospital to check on him. I had no more taken off my shirt than I heard a knock at the door. Heading out in to the hall, I walked to the door and answered it. "Abby! Baby! Hey," I said, stepping back. "Come in. I just got back from Atlanta and was about to take a shower." I smirked down at her as she stepped in and I shut the door. "Did your Abby senses tingle and tell you I was gonna shower, that's why you showed up right now? Gonna join me?"

I rolled my eyes, trying to hide my laughter, but unable too. "Whatever, I don't have Abby senses and that's not why I'm here. I already showered. And I ain't messing up my hair.." I laughed, even though I was trying not too. He was always so cheesy, in a good way that always made me smile. Even when I didn't want too. "I was actually here because I finally got the test back. They had to send a new one out in the mail." I pulled the envelope out. "I figured you should be the first to see it. I can wait while you shower though.. go ahead." I walked around his couch, undoing my jacket, pulling it down and setting it on the couch. I sank back slowly in the couch, folding one leg over the other.

I waited until she sat down before taking a seat beside her. "Are you kidding? A shower can wait. It's not like I'm stinky or anything." I rubbed her stomach. "Come on! Open up1 Open! Open!"

"Impatient are we?" I said, laughing. "And that whole not stinking thing can be argued about." I said cracking a smirk his way. I opened the envelope and stopped. "I can't open it." I handed him the envelope. "You.." I snatched it back. "No. Me." I slid the paper out and read it over, my smile turned to a slight frown and sighed. "I'm sorry Jackson." I said, handing him the paper that said both babies were biologically Jeff's.

I looked at the paper and then back over to Abigail. I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't believe it. They were MY babies. I knew it. "It's wrong!" I said, tossing it down on the coffee table, standing up and walking into the kitchen. I reached into the fridge and pulled out a beer, popping the top and downing at least half of it. Wiping my mouth off, I shook my head. "It's wrong!" I repeated myself. "I know it is!" I was breathing heavily. Hell, I was seeing red right about now! That fucking Guido would try to steal my babies away from me! He already stole Abigail from me! He was trying to steal my family too.

I slid up some, using the arm of the couch to push myself up and followed him into the kitchen. I didn't say anything.. what could I say? That the test is in fact right and there was no point in denying it... no that would just make him fight it harder. I decided just to hold him. I wrapped my arms around his waist, burying my face in his chest as I hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry, Jackson." I mumbled against his chest. "I know you wanted the babies to be yours." I knew he still believed they were but they weren't.

I closed my eyes, laying my head on top of hers. There was no way I was going to believe it. NO way in hell! I inhaled deeply. "I don't believe it, Abigail. There has to be a mistake! There has to be." I held her against me, unwilling to let her go.

I sighed, looking up at him. "Jackson the test says it.. there's no way a DNA test is wrong. I'm sorry." I took his face in my hands, making him look at me. "I'm so sorry.." I leaned up, giving his lips a kiss before pulling back. "This is my fault.. I know that and I'm sorry.." I sighed, letting my forehead lean against his chest. "Sorry.."

"No!" I shook my head. "No! I don't want to hear you're sorry, because this is not your fault! No!" I took a deep breath, slamming my beer down on the table. "The test has to be wrong! I know this is real life, but your soapy shows have false paternity tests all the time. You think that can't happen here? You think it can't? I'm sure it can! It's been tampered with or someone's paid them off! It's WRONG!"

"Jackson," I sighed, jumping slightly when he slammed his beer down. "I know you really want this not to be true. I know that but who would screw up the test? What reason would they have to do it? They wouldn't..." I stepped back, walking toward the living room. "I guess there's no arguing with you.. not when you've made up your mind."

"That Goomba has stolen everything from me! He took you and now he's taken my babies from me!" I couldn't believe this. "You don't even WANT to consider the fact that I'm right, that this is wrong! You WANT your children to be his because you NEVER wanted to have my baby! Never! Not even before Kyle! I'm sure of it! You never wanted a family with me!"

I grabbed my jacket and stopped dead to stare at him. "What?" I shook my head slightly. "That's not true.. that's not the least bit true. I wished every night these babies were yours. Every damn night! You don't know nothing! But pretending that this is some soap and the test got changed because you refuse to believe the truth is silly! All that will happen is will get the test back AGAIN and it will say the same damn thing!" I pulled my jacket on and stopped dead. "Unless your trying to say I would change the test.. is that what you're trying to say?"

I turned away from her. "I don't know what I think anymore. My life is all fucked up, and it's not your fault, and even I will admit it's not the fucking Pasta Head's fault..." I sighed heavily, resting my arm up on the freezer and my head on it. "I fucked this up a long time ago. It's all my own fault."

"You don't know what you think anymore?" I said, staring at him. "If you don't know that I would NEVER do anything like that ever then you don't know me at all. And yes Jackson you fucked up but so did I. I did too. For a long time and now I have to live with that. I'm sorry that things are not the way we planned them to be but I would never lie about something that big to get my way.. whatever that may be. I'd never lie about who my babies father is and I sure as hell wouldn't change the test to say it because I wanted my children to be yours! I wanted these beautiful children to be yours and raise them with you and get married and be happy and have a wonderful life but I never get my God damn way so I'm done trying! I'm jut going to be a good mom and stop trying!" I walked to the door and stopped. "I'll be back later to see Kyle. And how come it's okay for you once again to have another child with someone else and the test be right but my test is wrong? Whatever Jackson. As always all that matters is how you feel. Goodbye." I walked out the door, slamming it behind me.

I ran to the door, throwing it open. "You know what? It's not ok that I have a child with another woman, even if it is my best friend. If anything, I feel even worse about that! Carly will always be a part of our lives, no matter who the father of her baby is! But I can't just turn my back on my baby! I can't believe you would even expect me to! Just as I would never turn my back on you and your babies! I love them, and I will prove one way or another that they are mine! Just watch and see! And just so you know, I'm accusing your Limp Noodle for any false readings, NOT YOU!"

"And you what? Expect me to turn my back on Jeff? You are such a one sided ass! What's okay for you is NOT okay for me! Well Jeff is MY best friend, despite sex or not, he still is and has always been next to B! I am not shutting him out of his babies lives anymore than I would ask you to shut yourself out of Carly's! And Jeff would never change a test! You don't know him either! Maybe Carly changed hers.. no.. no.. she didn't. That was mean. She'd never do that anymore than Jeff would. Why don't we just cut ties all together? Because honestly I want nothing to do with this Jackson. I don't know you anymore and I don't want too! I'll be Kyle's mom because I have always been but I want nothing to do with you! Jerk!" I turned and headed down the steps.

"You love me, Abigail! We all know you do! Just as much as I love you! That will never change, baby! Nothing will ever change! We're soul mates, baby! SOUL MATES! Nothing will ever change that! Don't you forget that, Abigail! Don't you ever forget that!"

"Whatever you say! Goodbye!" I said, getting down the steps and going out the door, I slammed that one behind me and headed for my car. I got inside, tossing my bag to the side. I started up the car, pulled out and left.

I slammed my door, screaming out in anger, heading to the shower. I had to see my brother. At least with him I could forget about my problems and focus on him. It was good for both of us.