Midnight Snack...

I kept staring at the ceiling. Bianca was fast asleep but no matter what I did I couldn't sleep. I just kept staring at the ceiling, trying to will myself to sleep but it wasn't happening. I wasn't going to sleep. Not when I was this awake.. I turned my head to Bianca, kissing her lips softly. "You're going to help me fall asleep.. to forget.." I said to her, even if she was sleeping. I pushed the covers aside some, kissing the side of her neck.

She was going to help me forget that I had lost my son.. she was going to help me finally fall asleep. We hadn't made love in months.. and I wanted her.. I wanted her to help me forget and I wanted to make love to her. Even if she was asleep.. she'd be awake in a minute anyways.. I tugged her panties down, tossing them aside and kissing her breast above her nightgown. I slid downward into the blankets, pushing her nightgown up and kissing her flat stomach. It wasn't as flat as it normally was.. you could see the baby bump forming, getting ready for the baby that was growing inside her.. it turned me on.. knowing she was carrying my baby.

Not that I wasn't already turned on.. but.. it did. And even if this baby didn't share my DNA it was my baby too. And I'd love her or him just like DJ. I came between her legs, rubbing her clit gently with my thumb. "Mmmmm." I said softly, moving my face to nuzzle between the folds of her pussy. I licked slowly at first, not wanting to scare her any. I grabbed a hold of her hips, holding her pussy against my face. I moaned softly, licking a little faster.

I thought I was dreaming, but the more I felt my clit respond, I was sure I was awake. Dante's hands were gripping onto my hips, holding me in place. I whimpered out slightly, lifting my hips only barely off the bed to his mouth. I gripped at his hands, breathing unevenly. "Dan-te! OH!" My eyes rolled back into the back of my head and I gasped out. "Oh, Dante! This was incredible. This was amazing. He was incredible. I couldn't believe he was doing this, but I didn't want him to stop for anything.

I smirked when I heard her, knowing she was awake. I slid my hand down between her folds, letting my finger tease her hole. I licked faster, sliding my finger all the way in, flicking my tongue against her clit. "Oh, Bianca..." I whispered, wanting to get her to her breaking point just so I could tug my boxers off and slam inside her. Jesus I didn't realize how much I had missed her till right this very second.

"Ahhh!" I whimpered out, sliding my hands down his arms. "Dan--" I was having trouble catching my breath, "te!" I was so sensitive and he always knew exactly how to touch me, how to get me going. "Dante!" I lifted my hips more to his mouth, wanting more, but even at the same time, wanting to pull away because it was too much.

I grunted, moving my finger faster before sliding another one deep inside her. I let my tongue slide downward just a bit before sliding back up teasing her, knowing nothing got better than this. Nobody was better than this. I'd never regret my son but I was an idiot for ever sleeping with Kylie, for ruining this right here. I really was. This was all I needed and because of my stupid choices someone else got to have this.. but never again. Nobody could. Just me. Me and only me. She was mine.

I moved my hands up to his shoulders, gripping at them, pulling at them. Wanting him deep inside me. "Pl--please!" I gasped out, "Oh, please! Dante!" I inhaled deeply, lifting my hips more to him. "I-- I neeed yooouuu! Oh! Please!"

I smirked, pulling back, sliding my boxers off and letting the tip of my cock roll over her clit just slightly before sliding downward. "I want you too. I need you too." I whispered heavily, pushing her hair back so I could kiss the side of her neck. I let my lips trail up the side of her neck before capturing her lips and kissing her roughly. I tipped her entrance with my cock before plunging deep inside of her and letting out a low deep growl into her mouth.

Had he not been kissing me, I would have screamed out in delight, in pure pleasure. I missed this. I missed him. No one was like Dante! No one ever could be. I gripped at his shoulders, moaning loudly into his mouth. He pulled out of me and thrusted back into me, causing me to arch my back to him, letting him push even further into me.

I moved faster, but decided to slow myself down some because I wanted to drag this out, even for a little bit. I had missed her. God had I missed her. I grabbed her leg, pulling it up further, letting her ankle rest on my shoulder as I pushed harder inside her. "I missed you.." I whispered, kissing her deeply as i possibly could.

I gasped out as our lips parted only briefly from our kiss. "I missed you, D! Oh, I missed you!" I could feel the tears stinging my eyes. Damn these hormones. I hated crying, especially with Dante, but I was so happy to be home, in his arms, in our bed, and making love to him.

I turned, letting her be on top, hugging her to my body and still moving in and out of her. I kissed all the way down her neck, sliding her nightgown down till her breast was exposed, taking the nipple in my mouth and slightly biting it, feeling close to exploding but doing my very best not to let it go. Wanting to drag it out.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, sliding my hands up under his head and gripping at the hair at the back of his head, pushing myself more onto him. Nothing felt like this. Nothing felt like making love to Dante, and I know it never would. I arched my back even more so he could get better access at my breast. Breathing out, I let my head drop back. "Yes, Dante! Oh, I love you!"

"I love you." I whispered against her breast, kissing the space above her heart. I pulled back slightly, pushing harder up inside her, feeling myself getting closer, and so was she. She was tightening up. I slid a hand between us, rubbing her clit. "Oh, that's it, baby." I mumbled, kissing her lips softly. "Let go.."

"Ahhhh!" I gasped. "Ahhhh! Ohhhh!" I licked my lips, getting his as well. I could feel it. My walls were tightening around his cock. And then... That explosion that was unlike anything else I'd ever felt in my entire life. I gripped at his shoulders, whimpering out as I came, hard. "Daaaannnnteeee!"

I exploded deep inside of her, letting out a low passion filled growl. My hands gripped her hips, letting my face nuzzle her neck before falling back and hugging her tightly to me, letting her throbbing walls take all of me, fill her up completely. I kissed the side of her head. "I love you, so much." I whispered, rubbing her back. I had missed these moments.. and they weren't rushed, or slowed, for fear of it ending too soon. We had each other forever. No need to slow down or speed up. We were here, forever.

I laid there on top of him, him still buried deep inside me. I was only slightly uncomfortable because of the... the baby. Closing my eyes, I held Dante close to me as I laid on top of him. After being arrested and trying to be here for Dante... I'd completely forgotten about this baby. I felt horrible. I felt miserable, but I wasn't going to bring it up now. Not after what we just just did. I stayed on top of him for as long as I could before letting him slide out of me as I pulled off of him and laid beside him, resting my head on his chest and pulling the covers up over us. "I love you, Dante," I whispered against his chest, my fingers making lazy, invisible circles on his pectoral. "Only you."

I kissed the top of her head, smiling against her head. "And I love only you. Forever." I kissed her forehead before pressing a soft kiss to her lips. "Nice wake up call?" I asked, smirking at her in the dark. "I couldn't sleep.. so..." I winked. "Thought you might as well join me."

I smiled softly against his chest. "I'm glad you woke me up." I didn't want him laying here alone in the dark, even if I was right beside him here. I was fast asleep. He needed my company. "And it was a very nice wake up call!" I blushed against his chest. Even after as long as we've been together, he still makes me blush. I love it. "I'll remember to repay the favor sometime." I hid more against his chest, giggling softly.

I smirked. "Good." I said, capturing her lips in a soft kiss. "I look forward to that." I hugged her to me, rubbing her side. "I love you, Bianca." I said softly, exhausted from the day. Thankfully what I wanted worked. I got tired from making love to her. Making love to Bianca. The woman I was meant for.

I let my arm rest over his stomach, inhaling him deeply into me. "Nothing is ever going to pull me away from you again." I know I didn't need to say all this right now, but I wanted him to know. "I will never be so weak ever again. I promise. Our future is too important to ever throw away."

"You weren't weak. I was. I was the start of all of this." I turned her head up to me by her chin. "Don't blame yourself for this.. for us.. it was my fault. If I hadn't cheated on you none of this would have happened, okay?"

I shook my head, not pulling my head from his hand. "But I forgave you that day. I was weak because I left and made things so much worse. I know we're back together now and I couldn't be more grateful, but I should never have left. I should have stuck by you the entire time." I turned my gaze down, biting my lip. "And if I could have given you what you wanted in the beginning, you wouldn't have slept with either Kylie or the other." I didn't want to say anything about erasing Jacob from Dante's life. I knew he loved him, and I never wanted to take that away from him. I just wish I could have given him what he wanted before he slept with Kylie.

"Stop." I said, kissing her forehead. "Stop blaming yourself. This is getting us nowhere. It happened. We were fucked up, both of us, we both fucked up shit royally. All that matters is right now we're together. And happy. Okay? And I want to marry you.." I didn't mean for that to come up yet but I went with it. "I want to marry you and I wanna raise this baby as our baby." I said putting my hand on her stomach and rubbing. "No matter who the father is. I'm fine with Lucas being part of our life if he has to be.. because I love you and I am willing to do anything and everything for you. I want you. I love you. And I need you and our children in my life."

The tears softly fell from my eyes and I bit my lip, swallowing the huge lump in my throat. "I want to do anything and everything for you, Dante!" I blinked my tears back. "I want to marry you, Dante! I know I said no for so long, but I do! I want to be your wife! I want to raise our children with you, and be a family with me as your wife and you as my husband."

I was taken back by her saying she wanted to marry me. After so long of her saying no a yes was a shock to the system. "Really?" I asked, looking at her. "You wanna get married?"